can we all just let this be the low point?
i'm so embarrassed...
my car was repossessed...
we got so behind a few months ago when bazinga got sick, then roomie was robbed & i had to cover his 'scripts & part of her rent & my bills got put to the back burner.
i couldn't make payments on time & they took my car.
i can't believe it.
sometimes i feel like i can barely breath.
i luv it here & i luv the possibilities that this home has, but what else can possibly happen?
i'm going home for 2 weeks. i leave Jan 3rd. I just hope, hope, hope that i can come back with a rejuvenated spirit & can pick myself up, brush myself off, & make this life work.
i don't need bright, shiny things, i just want a bright, shiny happiness to fill our little home.
just, please, let's just let this be rock bottom. my hope can't take much more.
silver lining: i can't wait to see my family, my friends &, maybe even most of all, that dog, little Holly GoLightly pup whom i've missed so much i can't take it.