diary of a manic obsessive.



Shenae Grimes:

Rockstar fashionista icon!

(thanks justjared.com for the pic!)

luvs the rocker chic-tastic look. (20 lbs to go)

luvs it*


Are there really men like this? hmmm...

Priviledged's Michael Cassidy is tooooooooooo cute!!!

luvs it*


gurlie girl gone rocker chic glam

Kira Plastinina.

damn gurl, you're making me look bad! The 16 year old Russian designer is kicking ass & taking numbers, all in hot ass stilettos.

Browsing through her site today i found a few things that i totes want, but... here's my favs.

Unfortunately, after the last 20 mins of trying to put photos up here, i don't think it's possible (the photos are unable to copy)
So... here are the links.




oooo luvs it*



no, this is the best part... the other part is the 2nd best part.

this is the fucking most ridiculous thing i've ever heard.

k.smith is a fucking sick genius!

luvvvvs it*

gift from GOD!

this is the best part of this movie...

luvs it*



i can't believe i haven't written about m.phelps yet.
so, to make up for my tardiness, i posted about a BAZILLION photos of this super tall swimming sexpot.


according to sports illustrated, he's prob listening to Jay-Z... new i liked this boy!
ya.... that's def. nice...

so hottt...

marry me (femme-poligomist? Me, Phlpsy & Shia would make a cute little family.. oo & dane!)

i'd come up to like his elbows...



What did Johnny get?

So i had read this book a while ago, then today, this Metalvideo was brought to my attention.
I wanted to share it.
If you don't know what i'm talking about, go read the book. it'll blow your mind.


I cant remember anything
Cant tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me

Now that the war is through with me
Im waking up I can not see
That there is not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please god,wake me

Back in the womb its much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But cant look forward to reveal
Look to the time when Ill live

Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please god,wake me
Now the world is gone Im just one
Oh god,help me hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God help me

Darkness imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell

Landmine has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell

luvs it*



This is an awesome song.

rock on buckcherry!

luvs it*



The Wackness...
Straight to the top of my favs...

I'm sooo stoked for Josh Peck to be a serious actor (not that Drake & Josh isn't an awesome show...)
he is sooooo good in this movie & his relationship with Ben Kingsley is so genuine.

this movie is not only wonderful in content, but sooo beautifully made. I really wish that everyone goes & sees it & i hope that it gets noticed when it comes to award season, Josh Peck really does deserve a giant pat on the back from making the not so easy leap from slap stick Nickelodeon half hour comedy to serious acting on the big screen (look for him in 2008's Saftey Glasses starring alongside Hillary Duff & again with Olivia Thirlby, & 2008's American Primitive with my homegirl Stacey Dash aka Dionne from everyone's favourite flick Clueless!)

plus, look at cute hippie MK!

See the movie, support the "indie" flicks (always).

SoOoOoOoOoOoOo good

luvs it*


bc Obama is here! ("as usual...")

So... i really want this shirt..


this is so sad.

honestly, it really kinda makes me sad...

I heard about this song when i was at work & someone played it, asking if anyone had heard about this whole situation.

Apparently, Barack Obama & Ludacris were, at one point, pretty tight, but... now... due to one line in Luda's new song "Politics as Usual"... (which, i can not find anywhere...?!)

Here's the song in a youtube.com "video"

I've posted the lyrics also...

I think that this is so sad, read the rest of the lyrics, this song is literally PRAISE to Obama & yet, all anyone can talk about is the one line "Paint the white house black" & Luda is now seriously in the dog house.

I guess he needs to protect his political career, but geez dude, take praise where you can get it. Luda's trying to rep for you & you got mad.
I dunno, i'm honestly torn, but i think that anyone would be lucky to get a campaign song like THAT! ('cept the knock against my homegirl H.Clinton... but whatev)


I'm back on it like I just signed my record deal
Yeah the best is here, the Bentley Coup paint is dripping wet, it got sex appeal
Never should have hated
You never should've doubted him
With a slot in the president's iPod Obama shattered 'em

Said I handled his biz and I'm one of his favorite rappers
Well give Luda a special pardon if I'm ever in the slammer
Better yet put him in office, make me your vice president
Hillary hated on you, so that bitch is irrelevant

Jesse talking slick and apologizing for what?
If you said it then you meant it how you want it have a gut!
And all you other politicians trying to hate on my man,
watch us win a majority vote in every state on my man

You can't stop what's bout to happen, we bout to make history
The first black president is destined and it's meant to be
The threats ain't fazing us, the nooses or the jokes
So get off your ass, black people, it's time to get out and vote!

Paint the White House black and I'm sure that's got 'em terrified
McCain don't belong in any chair unless he's paralyzed
Yeah I said it cause Bush is mentally handicapped
Ball up all of his speeches and I throw 'em like candy wrap
'cause what you talking I hear nothing even relevant
and you the worst of all 43 presidents

Get out and vote or the end will be near
The world is ready for change because Obama is here!
'cause Obama is here
The world is ready for change because Obama is here!

i kinda luvs this song... but i don't luvs the controversy...


shallow moment... quack!

Another hottie is born every damn day... or... i just discover them for myself, or i decide to write one of these silly feel almost like a cougar, but it'd just be dating down (in age, but whatever, they're in their prime... so am i... hahah)

this, ladies & (if there are any) gentlemen... is what i call "duck hunting"... looking for a duck (a hot dooode) is mostly done at the bar, the mall, maybe even school... (if you're lucky, then you get perma-eye candy & something to look at during snoozzzefest lectures)... or any other place ppl mix n' mingle (whether or not to a jingle bell beat...) but sometimes we all get bored & we Virtual Duck Hunt.. then we all play for 'Team Everyone Wins" bc the internet is a sweet sweet supplier...

so... here are my ducks...


So, the only thing that i can think about these boys that might be a little weird for me to write about them, is their age, they're all younger than me... (but better me than someone MUCH older... ***stay away Demi, you already got yours! ONE PER CUSTOMER!***)

First on my cute boy shopping list...

HUNTER PARRISH (just turned 21! wooohooo!)
we luvs him on Weeds (he's what we're looking at when we're not looking at Conrad - mmm)
we luvs that Silas (his character on Weeds) dated Mary-Kate.
we luvs that Hunter will be playing Melchior in Spring awakening (& we're jealous as HELL that our little SISTER has TICKETS FOR HIS DAMN OPENING WEEKEND!)

our only tip... Hunty.. sweety... grow back the surfer hair... ME LIKES! (o, & we might know that i luvs my boys more on the scrawny side... ur get'n too beefy babers!)

JEREMY SUMPTER - i just saw this little peach on a kinda creeperific lifetime movie "Cyber Seduction: His Secret Life" (which, i mean, c'mon... you wulda watched it when you 'cleaned your room' too...)
ok, so i'm NOT a total freak, i didn't think he was like HOT in the movie (which he was 15 in) but then when i saw him on a website for something TOTALLY DIFFERENT & was like "oh shit! there's that kid" i thought "well damnnnnn, someone got fuck'n hot!" very reminiscent of a young Ryan Phillipe! (& now... he's 19... LEGAL!)

Look for Jeremy in "Word of Mouth", "Prep School", & "Calvin Marshall" all credited for this year... we'll seeeeeee

ANTON YELCHIN - funny name, funny kid, cutie who i honestly can not find a picture online that does him justice. i'm sorry "Charlie Bartlett"... i tried... i know how cute cute CUTE you are. Also 19... look for him in "New York, I Love You" playing along side our boyfriend *Shia*

ZAC EFRON- 21 in October... y'know... i almost didn't wanna put him up here bc he KNOWS how hot he is... & that CAN BE a total turn off... but ... he's fucking hot hot HOT eye candy... so aight zacy, you can be here too... but only bc of this bottom shot... JINKYS!

Look for him in 2009's "Seventeen Again" & "Me & Orson Welles" & of course... (mini gag, mini cheer) 2008's High School Musical (i honestly don't know whether i totally wanna see it, or if i want to hide under a rock until the whole HSM thing is over & "so last year")... he's just so yummy...

mmm.... luvs boys....

luvs it*



that's all i have to say...


me & my filthy mind luvs it*

no luv for mk & b.spears :o(

So... i thought that one of my fav chickies got totally poopooed by the emmys!
Mk was submitted by Shotime for a best guest actress on a comedy for her 10 episodes in the 3rd season of Weeds (my absolute fav show!)
but... i guess they didn't dig on the olsen talent like i did. :o( sorry mk, i totally wulda voted for you!!!

mk played tara who dated hunter parish's character Silas

Also snubbed, my other homegirl B.Spears!!!

although i luvs me some britney, i was pulling for marykate, but brit was histerical on her episodes of How I Met Your Mother this season!

i luvs u gals, even if the emmys are buttheads!


damnit celebuluvr

first let me just say i HATE this shirt...

then, let me say...


looks like my giganto-crush has fucked up a bit.
He crashed & flipped his truck the other day & was suspected of drunk driving.
hunny - NOT kool.

make me proud damnit, not weary.

also... even tho it's kinda scary... this pic is hot.

luvs the shia, does NOT luv this new development...



Oops, i did it again...

found another hottie making me feel old!

Daren Kogosoff from Secret Life of the American Teenager plays resident bad boy & hot hot HOTTIE!

OooOooo call me a mini cougar... he's 19 years old!

The show is on mondays on abc family & it's good! Very much a 7th heaven with a bit more edge.

& of course, the two moms on the show are played by Molly Ringwald & Josie Bissett (Jane from Melrose!)

mmm... luvs it*


a letter to everyone i know, but no one in particular...

A good friend of mine, and many of yours wrote something recently. To them, it most likely was just for their own peace of mind, but to me, it was truly enlightening.
I’m writing this to clear the air. I have recently felt bewildered and distressed because of the way things have been in my life, whether it be losing contact with some good friends, confronting long lived battles, or the vibe I’ve gotten from people that I thought were close to me.
I have not always been the best friend, or even the favourite person to be around. I understand this. I’d like to apologize to anyone that I may have ever wronged or, in the heat of a bad moment, ever “turned against”. I truly am sorry, and I want you all to know that I have never intended to hurt anyone, not really.
Some of you may be on wonderful terms with me, some of you may be in that “pretend friendship” place, and some of you may not be on speaking terms with me at all, but for all of you, I’d like you to know that it makes me sad to think that at one point in my life, whether it be recent, or ancient history, long term or short, you meant something to me.
I know that a lot of you may be sitting at your computers rolling your eyes, and many might not even be reading anymore, but that’s a chance that I’m willing to take. I’m even willing to put on a strong face when I see you even if this letter becomes the topic of gossip. I don’t expect a response of any kind, and in some way, I might not even want them. This is in no way intended to make anyone uncomfortable or to dig up any old news. I’m not in a 12-step program either! This is my own thing. I understand that it seems like a weird thing to do and some of you may think that it’s total bullshit. I get that, I don’t know how I’d react if I was on the receiving end, but I know that at least my curiosity would drive me to read to the end.
For some of you, we may have started off as friends and then somewhere along the line, we had an upset, if this is you, I am sorry. From the bottom of my heart it kills me to think that I had any part in hurting a friend. If we had an argument and I said something horrible, I probably didn’t mean it, and if I did, I was most likely being rude and defensive.
For some of you, we might have been “enemies” from the start. I am extremely sorry for that, since that’s just inexcusable. There is never a reason to judge someone before you really know what he or she is about and so to you, I was ignorant and immature. I’m very sorry.
Some of you, I’m sorry to say, I just haven’t given you enough time. Whether you live further away than I can easily get to, or whether it just never seems to work out that we can spend time together, I’m so sorry and I will make an effort to be a better friend. It’s more of my own damn procrastination than anything else.
Some of you I had a relationship with. Some of you I dated, some “saw” for a little while, I never meant to hurt anyone, but I’m afraid with this group of people it wasn’t so much that I hurt you, it’s the way that I most likely reacted when I was hurt. All I did was probably confirm your reasoning for wanting to break it off with me and for THAT I’m really sorry. If I made an ass out of myself, it was most likely out of self-pity gone horrible awry. Some of you I may have persisted with, some I may have just blown it completely, some I’m still friends with. To all of you that had relationships with me, I want you to know that you all had a lot to do with this realization. I’ve lost too many people that I cared about. I hope that I helped you grow as you helped me, and I want you to know that you all did mean a lot to me at that part of my life.
Some of you have hurt me, maybe intentionally, maybe without knowing. To all of you I say that I’m sorry for retaliating, getting angry, or cutting you out of my life. I could say that at the time, however I handled it was the only way I felt that I could, but I don’t think that’s fair. There had to have been a better way to go about it. To those of you that may have over heard something and not said anything, that is your prerogative, but I want you to know that most of you, I defend, even if we’re not on the best terms.
To those of you that I’m perfectly fine with, I wanted you to read this to so that you can understand me as well, but this is in NO way a message to everyone to know that I feel scorned. That is not my intention. I included you to let you know that I am so grateful for our friendships.
Now the part that I really didn’t want to get to…
There are some of you that, to an outside view, seem to be my good friends. Most of the time even to ME you seem to be my good friends. I fear that this isn’t exactly accurate. I know that there are some of you that may act like my friend to my face, but actually don’t give a damn either way about me when I’m not there. To all of you, I say I’m sorry for anything that I may have done, but more importantly, I ask “Why?” I’d really like to know what it is that makes you act like a friend, yet be anything but behind my back. I hope that all of you will know that I’m aware of your true feelings and I hope that you can be as truthful about yourself as I am trying to be about myself. I forgive all of you, even if you don’t want my understanding or forgiveness, I’m giving it to you anyway.
Like all of you, I am just trying to get by. I would love it if I could be enjoying every moment of my life, but for now it’s about making the right decisions and hoping for a positive outcome.
I hope that you all realize that I care about you in some way. I never want anything bad to ever happen to you and I hope that you live a happy life.
Some of you don’t seem to realize exactly how much you really do mean to me, and that makes me so sad. There are a certain few of you that I have always been there for and always had the utmost love and honestly, pride for. I hope so much that you recognize that. It’s important to know that there are people that care for you, and it’s important for me that those people know I care for them.
So here it is, my apology and my forgiveness, a clean slate if you will, or at least a platform to start something new or work on something old.
Please take this for what it is, and I hope that you all understand what my attempt is with this. I hope you all also understand that it took a lot for me to write this.
I truly do care for each and every one of you and I can’t handle feeling that there is ill will between me and any of you.
I thank all of you that got to this point. I hope I didn’t make any matters worse, or make any of you think I’m a complete nut. This was just something that I felt I needed to do, regardless of the outcome.


i wish i had the balls....

I wish that i had the balls to chop all my hair off, & i wish even more that i had the confidence that it would look like THIS!
Kristen Storms (Zenon: Girl of the 21st Century, & now Maxie Jones on General Hospital) went from long hair to this ADDORABLY chic pixie cut. verry Twiggy!
If i was a good 20lbs thinner, i'd totally go for it, & if i had enough money in the bank to make sure i could get tracks when i wanted to go long again...
soooo cute!

luvs it k.storms... u lucky bitch*

11:11 - make a wish!

This is a Condom Cover (gasp!)... Take a minute to let it allll sink in.


I luvvvvvs this soo much, i think it's terrific. for $10 at eleveneleven.net you can buy this or other designs. The site also has funky wallets, passport cases, checkbook covers & notebooks.

i think that they're the perfect twist of being somewhat practical & extremely cheeky.
- right up my alley!

luv luv luvs it*




Check it out ladies! See that hot hot hottie in the bag of bones costume?

watch the gut in the plaid shirt... isn't he cute?

That is Lannon Killea, my high school sweetheart & good friend. I'm so proud!

luvs u Lan!

luvvvvssssss it*




luvs it? nah. not right now.


poo poo sauce...

(photo by Jill Greenberg)


i've been up for like 2 hours & i'm already pissed off & in a bad fucking mood.
i was in a bad fucking mood about 5 mins after i got up. i dunno why, i just fucking am.

Help me tivo, cheer me up with some Shear Genius...


::whaa whaa whaaaaa::

doesn't luvs it*


doesn't get any easier...

Beautiful men, great acting, amazing direction, tragic american truth. Stop-Loss.

I saw the movie in the theatre & thought that it was fantastic. Kimberly Pierce rocks my socks, & what person (esp 21 y.o. gurl) wouldn't want to see Ryan Phillepe, Channing Tatum & Joesph Gordon-Levitt? ps- JGL should get a fucking Oscar for this, he was FAN-fucking-TASTIC. K.Pierce should be getting one too. Look out for Abbie Cornish too, this tough ass chick is going to be big.

It was hard to watch it in the theatre, but it was no easier watching it at home.

But i think that everyone should see it...

it really was beautifully made.

luvs it*



I want this shit...
like, real bad.

luvs j.catalano, mmm*


for fuck's sake...

so i just kinda stumbled upon the "infamous Shia video"

you have got to be FUCKING kidding me.

that's the most innocent fucking thing i've ever seen.

how the fuck is that news?

why is it even being talked about?

it's even worse that i feel the need to write about why it DOESN'T NEED TO BE WRITTEN ABOUT!

good fucking god.

doenst really luvs it...


fuck'n SICK!

luuuuvs it*


hooray for boobies

So while i was shopping for my sisters birthday present yesterday, i was asked (in Spencer's Gifts) if i'd like to donate a dollar to breast cancer research & in exchange, i'd be the proud owner of a rock'n "i love boobies" bracelet.

of COURSE i said "Right On Doode, hook me up!"

I was later bombarded by compliments (& a few funny looks) that night at the bar & today by family members at my sisters family birthday party.

I think that when some smart cookie comes up with a funny (& a bit cheeky) way of making charity kool, everyone wins. It's so awesome to have donating money for amazing causes be "trendy".

The bracelets are available at Spencer's Gifts Stores (this link is to the site, bracelets are available in stores) & you can learn more about the foundation KEEP A BREAST at both websites (click for links)

I wanted to show a picture of the bracelet, but i'm kind of a deadbeat & didn't get to take a photo of mine, so for the time being, i've borrowed an image from the Keep a Breast blog.

well, according to my bracelet, i luvs boobies (mine anyway)

luvs boobies & luvs it*

the death of a legend

George Carlin. May 12, 1937 - June 22, 2008

i'm embarrassed that it took me this long to write this message.
i think i was waiting for the right thing to say, the perfect words to write to explain the feelings left behind by this wonderful man.
He's one of the worlds best with words & here i am, trying to portray something, anything to fit & i can't.
i read a beautiful article by Richard Zoglin & i've linked this page to it here.
in the article, Zoglin leaves us with a few of Carlin's best words, some more popularly known than others.

"I've been uplinked and downloaded. I've been inputted and outsourced. I know the upside of downsizing; I know the downside of upgrading. I'm a high-tech lowlife. A cutting-edge, state-of-the-art, bicoastal multitasker, and I can give you a gigabyte in a nanosecond ..."

all the way to the not so happy & honestly, tear swelling...

"I sort of gave up on this whole human adventure a long time ago, divorced myself from it emotionally. I think the human race has squandered its gift and this country has squandered its promise. I think people in America sold out very cheaply, for sneakers and cheeseburgers. And I don't think it's fixable."

he was an absolutely brilliant man.

i saw him in concert in 2003 & i maintain that that was the best fucking first date that anyone could ever be taken on. (really wish that relationship had lasted! he seemed to get me right off the bat with that one!)

I'll never forget that he walked out on stage, old, but fucked if he cared, he was spry & you could see the spark in his eyes. he knew what he was about to say, & he knew that we couldn't have guessed if we tried.

he took center stage & said without a pause "You know what people don't talk about enough? Pussy farts!" -i nearly pissed my pants.

the rest of the show was a toss up between fart jokes & borderline extremely offending comments & observations. it was a fucking riot.

i heard about Mr.Carlin's death the morning after when i was sent a text message from an old friend & HUGE fan of Carlin's. The moment was pretty surreal as i looked at my phone in the foreground & could see the poster of George Carlin's face from the concert i had been too five years ago on my wall in the background. I responded to the text with a good 'ol 21st Century "OMG!?" & heard back "ya... it sucks big time."

that was about all that could be said. What do you say when an old man dies. It sucks big time.
he was a man, he was a legend, he was a friend to many through his comedy.

he taught us the non evils of the evil evil words shit, piss, fuck, cunt, cocksucker, motherfucker & tits...

he made us laugh, & for a moment, cry.

rest in peace dear friend. i hope we do you justice in your memory.

luvs u*

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