now i'm back & so is it.
My other one is ok, but it's just, not something that I'm excited about. at all. which is weird, bc who isn't excited to learn about Fashion? (i guess... me?)
(i feel so trapped.)
The only things that excite me are writing on my blog... looking at photographs... & day dreaming about a better life.
(woah... that was depressing).
I need to get out of here. I need to meet new people. I met wonderful people in Georgia. All of the other bridesmaids are some of my favourite people in the world now. but, of course, they live on the bottom of the damn country... so i'll never get to see them.
::tear::I feel like everything is a test, everything is complicated, everything is unnecessary... nothing is... real... or maybe it's too real.
this can't be life. it just can't be.
not so much in the "luvs it" mood... (& i'm usually so chipper)
this post just progressed down a dark, dark path.
i'm sorry luvs. i'm just in a shit-tastic place today...