date me not.

i never ended up telling you about my date with Banks.
i went out with him last week & it was nice. he was a very nice guy & the conversation was fluid.
 

wow. i guess i couldn't even type it to fool you, let alone myself.

i went out with him again tonight. again, he's very nice, the conversation was good, solid, never a boring, dull moment.
 
no butterflies.

dammit.

 
i wish i knew why i wasn't able to let myself like a nice, sweet guy who is perfectly interested in me.
 
i guess i like jerk, asshole, douche-bags?
 
[doesn't]
luvs it*